Saturday, November 14, 2009

Welcome to Nightmare!

I just like scarring/bullying kids, especially the young one. Permanently scared for life? Nah, that's what they alway say. You can't scare a kid for life, you only author their thinking, that's not so bad either. When we can turn them from a coward to a brave young soul, and you never know what's more.

Someone secretly went to the
cyber cafe without permission. That will be a rather nice information to stall and use them to get myself a warm cup of cappuccino. Life at its fullest~

Talking about coffee, I haven't been drinking coffee for 2 days. Good start right? Yes, of cause! 2 days without coffee, is like eternity for coffee lovers, but I still slept at 3am. =.=


I'll blame my second most addiction for it, my
PSP. Finally, after days of practicing, I got my S license in the game. Which in another word for people who doesn't get the game, I completed the game... Yea, you heard me... that's how lifeless I am now, ferrying people to their doom in my PSP... God Bless Them~ =)

After 2 weeks of absent from Taekwondo, the SinMun's back, at least for the morning session in school. Pink Bazaar in the afternoon, and 2012 in the late afternoon. Yes! dam it, you kept me waiting for way too long to finally be released, now show me your Magic! Show me how you trashed LA this time once more! HA... HA... HA...!

Hello stranger, I'm yet to know you, but I really love too...

By accident discovered a page filled with the past of something I use to be in. Starring at the page makes me realise how far I come, and wonder why was I there in the first place. I guess sometimes it's just the process of growing up, and I'm glad I walked out of that, and I think many of us did... ~

Missed a cow birthday, which I felt so sorry that I think the only way I could redeem my sin is to help you get a female cow, which I did! So how's the book now? Serving its purpose or is way to basic for you, since your in advance stage now. However, I do hope the book does serve its purpose, because I seriously think the milk supply is running low ever since your utters ran away... You get what I meant.



Well, a birthday won't be complete without a wish, even though I missed your Birthday;


Alwin Loo


Here's to the most photogenic Cow, the cow who decided to come out earlier than me by 7 days to claim the title 'COW'...
the MR. Dangerous back in school with his criminal buddy Jimmy, who stole all the girls attention, and MOo~ a lot in the night. The only cow I ever know who will survive in a jungle without fail, and above all of that, this is the cow who constantly brought Joy and Laughter in every where.

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY ! ! !



P/S: I know you heard this a thousand times, but I still want to say it. The milk's running dry... xD

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Gosh, Insomnia sucks... I'm still trying to readjust my sleeping time from 5am to 12am. I'm currently still a walking zombie relaying highly on Coffee/Caffine to keep me alert in the day. Is going 4am soon, and I'm still wide awake we no little sign of getting tired at all.

My eye begs are not going away anytime soon, and this is not a good sign. I think I should cut down on coffee for the next few days, with hope I'll be able to sleep earlier, or tired myself out with sports... er...

I think sports a vice choice, I still can't stand a day without having atleast a glass of coffee... Cuppucino... Drools... O well, got to make a choice sometimes...

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Happy / Endings

It gets really disappointing to see how people take things for granted, how people think that everything's going to be a happy ending.

There in fact, has no happy ending to start with, or maybe I’m not a type of romantic person who agree with all the prince charming and stuff. Maybe I’m just someone who doesn’t believe in things falling on your laps.

There’re in deed many things we need to know and understand before making a major decision. Is just like marriage, marrying someone because you love them isn’t wrong, but it’s a decision made at the moment. Too many peoples are making decisions based on their pleasure. “I feel good, I do it” Than how about the consequences later on?


Everyone wish that happy ending exist, true enough I too wish for a happy ending, but is it practical? No, it isn’t. Happy ending’s just a make believe like every other love story written. As romantic and sweet it might be, but what are they implying is just a temporary friction for the reader to experiences something out of reality. That’s why romance books are always on the friction shelf.


Sadly, many peoples in this world had implanted happy ending as a belief in them. They believed so much that one day they will meet that right one that they neglected many things ahead of them. Decision requires a lot of thinking and planning to start with, we can’t assume something we can’t see, neither can we neglect them. We can’t take for granted that things will move our way, because most of the time, it doesn’t.


I know its suck to expect the worst, but by not building castles in mid air, the impact of the fall won’t be so painful either. I know sometimes dreams are hard to ignore, and everyone wishes for that “very moment”. However, not everything has a solid foundation with a solid outcome (even so we still cannot take it for granted, because even something build on solid ground may lose its balance). Life itself is a game of pitch and toss, and no one really knows what numbers will the dice show.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Random Quotes

"Acceptance is only needed by people who doesn't know where they belong. As far as we concern, we're living in an individualistic society that doesn't give a dam to who and what you are. So commenting and criticisms are only made by foolish peoples who doesn't understand themselves better."


"Right or Wrong is just words, what matter is what you do. When you do things right, people won't assume you done anything at all."